Anger and Decision Making

Dear Jane,resentment, hurt, fear, and/or sadness. If we want to
I was numb in my marriage for over ten years beforemake good decisions, we need to get beneath the
starting therapy. Now I recognize that I have beenanger to our more vulnerable feelings.
angry and resentful towards my wife and want aHearing about your anger and prior numbness, I
divorce. I was ready to tell her this the other night afterimagine that underneath it you feel resentment
dinner. But we were watching Dr. Phil and he told atowards your wife. But underneath every resentment
woman who was in the same situation that she wasn'tis a personal regret. What do you regret about your
ready for a divorce until she'd worked through all herown behavior? Do you regret being numb for so long?
anger and was clear headed. With a lot of conviction,Do you regret wasting precious years of your life
he said that as long as she could get riled up at herwithout experiencing intimacy with a partner? Do you
husband's behavior, she wasn't ready to leave.regret being too afraid to look at your marriage
Needless to say, that shut me up. Do you agree withhonestly before now?
Dr. Phil? Am I not ready yet? Do I have to wait until I'veOnce you are honest with yourself about your regrets,
released all my anger? How will I know that I'm not justthe next step is to give yourself compassion and
going numb again?forgive yourself. Take whatever time you require to
Dr. Phil's advice is based on the premise that most ofdo this until you are no longer in self-blame. Then you
us don't know how to work with our anger consciouslywill be clear enough to choose whether to stay or to
enough to make good decisions while in the throes ofgo. Even though you may not be done with feeling all
it. However, as I write about in Enough Is Enough!,your anger, every time it emerges, you will know how
anger can give us important information if we learnto work with it to get to your deeper truth. As you
how to listen to its meaning.become competent with your anger, it will no longer
Anger is a secondary emotion. In other words, werun you; it will serve to give you the valuable
may feel anger first, but underneath anger areinformation you need to make self-loving decisions.