Take off the Mask and Move Ahead

You have dreams, don't you? Perhaps, as mine onceare selling what they think, what they believe, and what
were, they have been obscured by time, hidden in thethey think you should think. So, again, whether you are
dark recesses of your mind, or slumbering undisturbedor are not living your dream, you will be dealing with
in your heart. Have you forgotten them entirely? Ormanipulation. Cut-off, cut-out, isolated. Heck, you've
occasionally, do they cross your mind, peek out fromalready done that to yourself--you've cut yourself off
their hiding places, making a timid leap in your bosom,from, out from and isolated from the very essence of
only to be hushed silent by you again and again.who you want to be. Two steps forward and one
There is something about the spirit of man that deniesstep back and you've made a little progress.... You'll
total unconsciousness. There is something about theonly get closer by beginning.
spirit of man that defies stagnation. Fight as we may,The fear of insufficiency. Insufficiency of love. I
"You can't do that!" "You'd never achieve that!" "You'resuggest that first one must love oneself and only then
too old now!" "You're not good enough, bright enough,can they give and receive love from others. If you
talented enough!" yet, we cannot hush the gentlehaven't yet been kind enough, caring enough, loving
whispers that come in more quiet moments. Theyenough of yourself to allow yourself to follow your
vigilantly reappear like old friends, don't they?dreams, then truly you are living an illusion of
You've felt that surge of hope at times. Someoneinsufficiency. The illusion is that the love and the
taking time to believe in you, to remind you of yoursufficiency doesn't begin or end out there. The magic
incredible worth. And, for a moment--a pricelessis, it begins and ends with you. You have the power
moment in time--you believed, too. You smiled. Youand total control to live outside the illusion and with the
closed your eyes. You imagined. You hoped. Yourultimate truth of sufficiency, abundance and love.
dreams came alive again and the world was yourTake off your mask and look in the mirror. Really look.
oyster! And then you opened your eyes and yourNo! Don't turn away. Look. Now keep looking. Look for
smile faded, your vision vanished, your hopeat least a minute. No glancing away. Hold your own
disappeared.gaze.... Who is that wonderful person in there? Ask.
Isn't it time to get off the merry-go-round? This is yourKeep looking. Do this daily. Do it morning and night.
life! This is your moment! Every day is your "present"That's your very best friend in there. Your friend
to unwrap and receive. It belongs only to you, and youbelieves in you even when you don't. It hears all the
may do with it as you please. Do you want to benegative self-talk...You can't, you can't, you can't. And it
happy? Here is the secret: Smile and be happy. It isresponds with: Yes, you can. Yes, you can. Yes, you
that simple. There is nothing you have to do! You cancan. And your best friend will keep telling you that,
only receive from life that which you give to life! So, beeven when you don't want to hear. Look again. There
happy! Smile. Be successful! Give of your abundance.you are.
Live your dreams! Dream bigger! Plan your work andNow you've got it. Now you're starting to believe. Hold
work your plan. So what if you fall short! If you aim foron to that. Put it in your pocket. Tuck it in your heart. Fill
the moon and miss, you still land among the stars! Be ayour mind with it. Now get going. Plan your work.
star!Quick...what could you do with this feeling? How could
I decided to do just that in my own life. I took the riskyou make today different from the rest. The day is
and believed I was worth it. I got out there and I'm stillyours! It's all yours! It is your "present" and you've
out there. I am having the time of my life. No more, "Iopened it. Now, what is it? What difference can you
wish I'd done this" or "I wish I'd done that." I'm doing it. I'mmake in your own world today?
being it. I untied the life-line--that which I erroneouslyIs it a smile for someone sad? Is it a visit with
held as my "needs" and cast off and set sail.someone lonely? Is it a stop for donuts on the way for
Dark, threatening skies loomed at times, close callsthe team? Is it a romantic phone call over lunch with
against rocky shoals, surging swells and thunderousyour spouse? Is it a poem that's been drifting through
storms came and went. That is true still, but (and whatyour thoughts? Signing up for a class you'd like to
comes after but is the most important part of anytake? Volunteering at school? The hospital? The
statement) also there are billowing sails full of wind toretirement home? Talking with a teen? Helping out a
travel onward, puffy white clouds to enchant andfriend? Playing a game with the family? Reading your
inspire, warm gentle winds to caress and encourage,favorite book? Setting some new goals? Joining a
clear blue water to heal and refresh, breath-takinggroup? A memory to share? A story to tell? A lullaby
sunrises and sunsets to touch the soul, and, Oh! Theor bedtime story? Taking time for yourself to think? To
stars! The stars of anticipated desire and destination!exercise? To meditate? To pray? To reflect? To
How dare I? Who do I think I am? Just what makesjournal?
me think I am so special? I'll tell you what it was.... IYou decide what difference believing in yourself will
listened finally. I listened to that still small voice. Youmake. You decide who you are, what you want to do
know, the one that kept coming back time and timeand who you can become. You create it. There is no
again. The one that made me smile. The one thatinsufficiency. When you love yourself, you make all the
made me close my eyes and imagine. The one thatdifference in your world. And when you make a
gave me hope. The one that reminded me of mydifference, that is called serving. How easy was that!
dream. The one that said, "The world is your oyster!" IYou believed in yourself. You loved yourself. You
took that priceless moment and I listened.made a difference in your own world, and
Are you listening now? Do you have a dream? Think.consequently, you have made a difference in the
Think hard. Who was it you wanted to be? What didworld and have served others.
you really want to do with your life? What kind ofServing is the by-product of love. It is love's synergy in
person did you want to be? What kind of personalityaction. Like a bumblebee doing the work of pollinating
did you want to have? What talents do you possess?flowers as it feeds on their nectar. Believing is the
Which ones did you yearn to develop? What do younectar of love. Drink of this nectar and your cup will
like about yourself? What is it that other people see inoverflow. You will love, you will make a difference, you
you? What is it they seek from you? That is who youwill serve. Take time to listen to that voice, "Yes, you
really are. That is who you can become. Those arecan. Yes, you can. Yes, you can." You really can!
your gifts. Those are your dreams."Until one is committed, there is hesitancy, the chance
Time to take off the mask. Really. Haven't you beento draw back, always ineffectiveness. Concerning all
wearing it long enough? There is nothing to fear butacts of initiative (and creation) there is one elementary
fear itself. It comes in basically two forms, as I'vetruth, the ignorance of which kills countless ideas and
learned it. Fear of defilement and fear of insufficientsplendid plans: that the moment one definitely commits
love. Defilement? Yes, fear of being contaminated,oneself, then Providence moves too. All sorts of things
manipulated, cut-off, cut-out, isolated. That is the fearoccur to help one that would never otherwise have
of being hurt. Then the fear of insufficient love. Really,occurred. A whole stream of events issues from the
that is just an extreme version of the fear ofdecision, raising in one's favor all manner of unforeseen
defilement.incidents and meetings and material assistance, which
So let's do a brief analysis, okay? Contaminated?no man could have dreamed would have come his
Hmmm. The option is hiding and quarantining ourselves.way."by William H. Murray (from his book "The Scottish
Not likely to happen whether we're living our dreams orHimalayan Expedition"):
someone else's. Manipulated? Now that's a strongAnd one of Goethe's couplets:
possibility. Why do I say that, you ask? Simply"Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it.
answered, everyone is a salesman...Everyone! TheyBoldness has genius, power, and magic in it.